Find me 

Im lost and i need to be found.

I used to see a bright future in many different colors

and now all i can see is black and white.

I was a girl with a dream

and now i see no future.

Maybe you have to get lost to be found?

or maybe thats just wishful thinking.

I may look happy on the outside

but on the inside I'm frail and weak.

I go out that day making jokes and laughing

but once I'm alone the tears begin to flood.

You might think everything is perfect 

but if only you knew the truth.

Im searching with an open heart 

but there's no clear outline.

One choice could redirect my entire future

and what if i mess up?

how do you know?

You don't. Thats the scary part.

Someone please find me.

I can't do this alone. 

Ive lost all light and hope.

Im not me anymore 

I don't even recognize who I've become.

Find me.